It's been a while, hasn't it? I have too many blogs to keep track of now. Many of them are shared with people in one way or another. But this one? This one is still mine. All of the content is original. It's all me. I don't know if anyone checks anymore. I don't care. That's not the point. It's here for me to write and that's what I'm going to do.
I'm at a point where I'm grasping. Staying awake is difficult. Concentration has become nearly impossible to maintain and tomorrow is important. But then again, when isn't it? And even harder than staying awake is going to sleep. The anxiety is tremendous. The thought of having to face a Monday kept me awake significantly longer than it should have last night.
In case you couldn't guess, being functional is difficult for me right now. So back to writing I go. I run back when I need it. So when I'm too tired and need to do entirely too much work, I write instead of doing the work. But it seems to help. So I know this is scattered and disorganized and in case anyone reads it I'm sorry, but here it is. I'm back, for now at least. And maybe I'll stick around for a little while this time. Or maybe not. We'll see. I hope that's okay...
