Two days worth of thinking, still no title

Am I the only one who has doubts?  Because while I doubt that's the case, it certainly feels like it.  And I'm not sure if this is the sort of thing I should take very seriously or not.  Since my emotions make little enough sense as is, I don't know whether I should base any decisions or actions on them.

I always said that you would break me.  And it was true.  For an entire year, you could have broken me.  And you didn't, so thank you for that.  But I don't think you can anymore.  And it's not that I don't love you or anything like that.  It's just like you lost some sort of power over me, and I'm not sure if that's good or bad.

On the one hand, it's probably good that I'm strong enough on my own (or whatever cliche phrase you'd like to use there).  On the other hand, I feel like it makes me more likely to fuck this up, because a change like this indicates to me that I'm supposed to care less, even though I know I don't.

I just needed to put that down.  I know I'm too tired to make any sense right now, so my apologies.  I may try to be more coherent about this later.  For now though, good night.