Forgetful

Once again, I almost forgot to blog tonight.  This keeps happening.  I know it's well before midnight, but I have reason to go to bed early tonight and the thing is, it literally just slipped my mind.  That's frustrating.  I used to look forward to blogging, but now it's turned into a chore, something I have to do.  I really don't like that and I wish it would change.

I had something I was going to write about today, too.  I don't remember what it was anymore, although I can guess what it was related to.  But again, if I didn't actually write it, what does it matter?  My thoughts are getting cloudy and it's hard for me to find a topic that I consider even somewhat worthwhile.  I could rant and rave about my day, but what would be the point?

I need to find some sort of motivation to actually write and write well.  Otherwise, I'm afraid this is all going to fall away and I won't make time for it after this summer of relaxation ends.  But I guess I'll figure that out as I go. I'm still getting used to this sort of routine I am attempting to establish.  I'll get there.  I just hope that blogging follows me there, too.