Interruption

I really fell off the wagon, so to speak, didn't I?  I've had internet this whole time and haven't blogged.  It was a great excuse, I know, this vacation thing, and hotels, with bad internet.  I'm just tired of not having had anything to say.  I was tired of it.  But I have things to say.  I have many, many things to say now.  I've spent hours upon hours in a car, with next to nothing to do, simply thinking and reading.

The problem is, I don't know where to start.  I came back home and I didn't know what to say.  So I put off this blogging thing for as long as I reasonably could.  And I still don't know where to start.  So I don't think I'm going to start here.  I have a throbbing headache, which doesn't usually happen, or at least hasn't happened in a while.  It might be because of the weather.  In any case, I'm distracted.

I was going to start this earlier.  I honestly intended to do so at one in the afternoon.  Given that it's past ten at night, that obviously didn't happen.  I'm bad at this.  I'm bad at keeping things together, especially during summer.  I like schedules.  I like rigidity, at least to a point.  I like things to make sense and work smoothly and be regular.  Which is why I'm so bad at this right now.  I promise to try this tomorrow morning...or afternoon...I don't know.  I'm sorry.