Ugh. So I just got back from the dentist. And I left home at 4 pm. Today was not exactly the most pleasant day. I'm tired. I had at least 7 shots stuck into my jaws, and still can't feel a thing. I also can't feel half of my nose. Which is really unpleasant. So please, don't expect anything that I write today to make even the least amount of sense.
Right now, life is a bit of a mess. And it's not just today. This stupid last week of nothingness. Everything would be simpler if it wasn't for this last week. People are stuck between wanting it to extend further and wanting it to end. Lives have been roller-coasters and communication has been trivial at best. It's wearing on me. Or rather, it's wearing on everyone, and I'm feeling the effects of it on myself and on others.
Also, I somehow managed to convince myself today that I am an emotional masochist. I'm still not quite sure how I pulled that one off. Oh well, I don't even care right now. I just want this damn week to be over already and move on with life. It's all too confusing this way, and lines get blurry and the world becomes a mess. Then again, when is it not? I'm sorry. I think all of that just made absolutely no sense. So I'll stop trying. Good night.
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