Countdown

I'm supposed to blog now.  Before midnight.  So that it's done and I don't have to worry or think about it.  I really don't want to blog.  I really don't want to be sitting in this chair in this room in this place right now.  I'll take just about anywhere over this.  And I technically have a choice, but it's one of those odd things where I feel constrained to this given situation and not free to leave.

It's entirely a voluntary thing, I know that.  I don't hate any of this, per se.  I don't despise it.  It's just one of those periods of time when I can't wait to just get it over with already and not have to deal with it anymore.  I'm a restless person.  The weeks leading up to changes make me agitated and irritable because I hate just sitting around and waiting for something to happen.

Anyhow, I've lost any semblance of a train of thought I ever had while writing this, so I'm just going to give up.  Give it a few weeks, I should hopefully start writing better posts again.  I really hope I do, anyway.  I guess we'll find out when we get there.  In the meantime, I'm going to go get some sleep because I'm not doing anything productive anyway.  Good night.