Circles

I don't know what to say, and I'm not sure what to feel. I feel almost as though I am caught in infinite swirling circles of misunderstanding and confusion. Maybe I don't misunderstand, maybe I'm not confused. Or maybe I'm just imagining everything that seems to be happening around me. I'm not sure of much of anything anymore.

Today has just generally been a rather strange day. I'm not sure if it's been good or bad or average or anything else, for that matter. I just know that pieces of it have been very much confusing, and I'm still not entirely certain what to make of most of it. So here I sit, trying to work out all of the pent-up anxiety, trying to figure out just why my leg is twitching right now as much as it is.

Maybe I'm being foolish. Or maybe I just need to calm down and get a grip...actually, that's probably it. But at the same time, I don't know what to think. Maybe it's like gripping at sand--the harder you grip, the faster it slips away. Which means that I really do just need to calm down, chill out, and figure things out. I think I'm going to go try and do that right now, then see how I feel in a couple of hours. Because as it stands, I can't get anything done. At all.