Confused

I don't know what it is. Something just feels out of place. I have no idea what it is. I'm confused, and...well, confused. Normally, I can figure out exactly what is or isn't wrong. But right now, I'm just completely lost. And I wish I wasn't. But I am. I don't think I'm even thinking straight right now. I don't think the last several sentences even make the least bit of sense.

It doesn't seem to be people. It doesn't seem to be me. It doesn't seem to be...well, anything. I hate this. It's so frustrating. I can't place the problem, which appears to aggravate it. Everything seems wrong, off, improper. But as soon as I look at it, investigate it, try to make any sense of it, I can find nothing off. So what the hell is it?

Also, this is post #100. I don't know if that's something to celebrate or ignore or...I don't know what. I can argue it to be a turning point, or just move on from it. But that's always the question in my life. I never know what my emotions are or lead to. I can't figure any of it out, and then spend hours or days or weeks or sometimes even months mulling over what did or didn't happen...what I did or didn't feel. I don't know anymore. I don't know anything.