Deserve

You mean the world to me.  And I keep telling you this, but I don't think you really understand what I mean.  Or rather, I think you do, but don't let it really sink in.

I really wish I could change that.

You've done so many wonderful things for me, and you've made me so happy, and I love you so much.  I want to be able to show that.  I want to show you just how much you are loved and how much you do deserve because you mean so much to me.

I want to be the sort of person you remember for loving you so selflessly, even though I know I'm no good at it.  But you make me want to try.  You make me want to change things and do things and give things up because at the end of the day, I just want you to be happy.  I want to see you smile and I want to wrap my arms around you and give you a hug.

That's all.  I don't need you to give things up for me, I just wish that I could make you happy, and show you just how much you mean to me, just how many wonderful things you deserve for everything you've done for me.

I really hope there is a way.  And if there is, I promise you I will try everything to find it.

I love you so much.  I hope that one day you'll realize how amazing you really are.