Today is just one of those days. When I'm so sleep-deprived that everything is tedious and annoying and pointless and I really just can't concentrate. It's one of those days days when the smallest of things will really, really bother me for no real reason at all and even though it's fairly easy to pull me out of it, it's still a pain and sometimes makes entire days unpleasant.
Well, today is one of those days. It wasn't bad, not at all, really. I was just particularly and unusually irritable. I'm sorry for the problems it caused and for the confusion. I'm sorry I don't know how to be less irritable when I'm that tired. But I guess it happens. I'm working on it. I scared myself. I don't know. It's frustrating. I'll figure it out.
Right now I'm going to stop just raving and rambling because it really isn't getting me anywhere, and is probably causing significantly more tension than it should be. So I'll just stop. Because I'll be honest, it's not really relevant, not right now, anyway. It comes and goes on days like this and in moments where I just feel unwell. But on the whole, I know I don't mean it. I'm happier than I've been in a while.
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