Back. Maybe.

I...think I might be back.  Then again, I might not be.  I know I've been gone for a while, almost two weeks.  That's the longest I've gone without posting in the entire history of this blog.  And given that I've maintained this project as my baby for almost two years now, that means quite a lot, especially given how much I prided myself on posting every single day with exceptions few and far between.

Anyway, I really would like to get back to posting, so I guess that starts now.  Except this time I'm not going to promise daily posts or anything like that.  I'll still try for it, but I really, really, really don't want to make that a promise because I'm tired of posting low-quality work that I can't be proud of and/or serves no purpose.  Also, I have a lot of priorities that are much more important to me right now than blogging, so it will be on the back burner.  My apologies if anyone legitimately reads this.

As you can see, I have done a good bit of redesigning.  Part of me feels like my life has changed so much from when I picked the theme I had that if I wanted to go back to posting, I needed it to change.  It's symbolic for me in an odd way.  I don't know if it makes sense to anybody but me, but it's one of those things that bothers me, potentially for no reason at all.  I want to write because I can't write the things I wrote about before.

I'm not in a hole right now.  I'm, believe it or not, happy.  My life is stable, steady, functional, efficient.  I'm doing things the way I want to, when I want to, and I'm not getting irrationally or unreasonably upset about this or that when I shouldn't be.  I've changed a lot and this last move has really solidified it for me, hence the need to change the function and layout of this blog.

I know I'm still settling in here, but it's nice so far.  It's good in the ways I want it to be and bad in ways that are tolerable.  There are enough stable, strong aspects of my life that I'm not nearly as worried as I have been about maintaining my sanity and avoiding drama.  I feel good about this.  So I'm honestly going to try to get back to blogging here, in addition to my other blog.