To be fair though, this place has a magic of its own sometimes. It doesn't come in bursts or spurt through the soul unexpectedly, though. It's a more controlled mysticism. It's soft and smooth and vibrant, this flow of energy under everything that sometimes bubbles to the surface in a rush of joy that steals an entire day from under you and carries you away.
Today was one of those days. Just the sort of thing where I could put on music, and get into a rhythm, and just sit there, swaying to the energy, getting so much done. Even the things that were frustrating couldn't dissuade me. It was a peaceful but energetic sort of tempo, and it encompassed my whole day. Running back and forth, doing this and that, changing plans, making new ones, looking forward to things in the future.
I'm happy right now. These days are more common here than they were before. It's easier for me to get enthralled by something and spend hours dancing with it, exploring it, learning anything I can about it. Then again, it's also easier for me to get stuck at something, to not be able to move past whatever may be standing in the way of my mind. But days like today make me feel like that's just part of the adjustment.
I think I'm learning to get past days like that and move on to other things, and try again later when they make more sense or are more likely to work. It's been a good day. I hope this trend continues for as long as possible, because I could certainly use this kind of motivation.
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