I don't think you realize it. Just those three words so simple, so insignificant, even, and yet they have the potential to hurt so much. And you won't read this in the near future, and by the time you do, you will have no idea what it was about, and even I might have forgotten the meaning of this, but those are three words that I don't think I'll forget.
You scare me sometimes. I've said it before and I'll say it again and again. It continues to be true. It's not even necessarily a bad thing, it's just that I worry about you. I worry about you a lot. And you need to stop worrying about that, but I'm not going to stop worrying about you. Which is a little hypocritical and illogical, but that's the way people are, and I reserve the right to remain that way.
You say some things that worry me. You do others that worry me more. And I don't always know what to say or what to do or how to react. So I'm not terribly skilled with people, and I don't really know how to be comforting or kind, but I just know that I love you, and I don't want anything to happen to you, and that some things just scare me. Some words just stick with me long after you say whatever it is that bothers me. But that happens, I guess. I just don't ever want you to feel that way again.
~I want out.~
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