Yep. I still don't really have anything to say. I thought it might almsost fall apart for a couple of minutes there today. Everything went silent and the only responses to seemingly random phrases were "ok." That's when things take on a hurt tone, in my mind, anyway. I can't say I know what you were thinking. It's been one of those very touchy nights for conversation.
It's come and go. I don't know what to say, you don't know what to say, so suddenly it's all about hugs and asking each other if we're alright. Nothing wrong with that, certainly. It's not a bad form of communication and it at least ensures that we are alright. I still wish we could have legitimate conversation, though. But it happens that such things fade for a bit.
It just feels like that's been the case a lot lately. Then again, yesterday was a perfect exception to this. I think it's mostly just because I'm tired. I have no reason to be questioning any of this. Right now my mind is just in overdrive. I'll have to fix that. Or rather, hope that sleep does. Yeah, I'm sorry. I really don't have much to say today. Good night.
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