Lightning, thunder, pouring rain. It's beautiful. I want to be out in the middle of it. And yet I'm not. And I can't be...well, I could, but not without having to deal with the consequences and having to deal with people and whatnot else. It would wake me up, certainly, and maybe that's what I need.
But I'm not getting it. I'm not getting anything I need right now. Or maybe it's anything I want that I'm not getting. Is it both? I'm confused. I don't know. I'm trying to figure this out right now. And it doesn't make any sense. I don't know if it should or not. But I guess that's what I get for having another summer to survive through.
I'm sorry. I know this makes no sense, I know that the writing is terrible. Honestly, I have nothing to write about, or at least nothing I really want to write about. So I guess I'm back to just filling up space. I don't know that there's much of anything right now that can take my mind off of this. I apologize...again. Hopefully I'll have something better to write about tomorrow.
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