For the first time in a long time, today, I was able to condense my thought processes into one coherent sentence. And this hasn't happened to me in far longer than should be the case. It's rather convoluted that my thoughts are really this simple, yet I make them so much more complex.
I had a perfectly pleasant time with [name1] and [name2] today, except that I felt like I was cock-blocking (which I guess I unintentionally was) and I would rather have spent that time with [name3].
That's it. So simple. So rational. And yet there are reasons for which I cannot say it, reasons for which I should not technically be thinking it, and reasons for which it should not make that much sense. But right now, that's not the point.
Right now, I'm just happy that I managed to make some amount of sense of my thoughts for once. All of the other nonsense of my brain is still there and will still be there, nothing's going to change it. At the very least, something makes sense, even if it isn't necessarily good. Oh well, such is life. I'll take the successes that I can get.
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