Energy

It's strange.  I guess I say that rather often, really, but that doesn't change the fact that it really is quite strange.  What is it, you may ask?  Well, to be honest, I'm not entirely certain.  I guess, judging by the title of this post (and yes, I do typically select titles before writing posts), that it has something to do with my current level of energy. 

Thinking more extensively about it, I guess it really does.  My energy or mood or general sense of self has been all over the place lately.  Yesterday alone was an absolutely ridiculous roller-coaster of emotion.  Actually, so was today, just to a lesser extent.  I think the title covers it better than that though, more than just mood and emotion, it's been my level of energy.

Between needing time to be by myself and wanting time to be with other people and trying to manage significant work and stress and still trying to get a decent amount of sleep, it's complicated and quite confusing.  It's really a very effective way to leave me exhausted and completely devoid of energy.  That generally isn't a very good thing.

But lately, there's been enough going on that puts me in a good enough mood that some of it doesn't really seem to matter too much.  I guess it all balances out in the end.  Or maybe it doesn't.  But whatever.  I'm in a good mood right now, and I fully intend to enjoy it entirely while it lasts.  On that good note, good night.