Off

Something is off.  I don't know what it is.  Since I got out of the shower nearly two hours ago, I've been twitchy as hell.  It's been hard to concentrate, difficult to think straight.  I've been snapping at the people around me with no good reason.  Actually, I've been doing it with absolutely no reason at all.  No matter what I try to do, I'm still twitchy and irritated and just completely off.

That's obviously not helping me come up with anything worthwhile to write, either.  I mean, at one point it hit the state where I was just sitting here hyperventilating for no reason.  Dinner didn't make anything better.  Solitaire hasn't helped one bit.  I wish I could curl up and sleep right now, but that's completely impossible in my current state.

And I'm still as tired as I've ever been thanks to the fact that this weekend has left me worse off in terms of sleep than most weekdays average out to.  So even though it's probably not going to work, I'm going to go try to read a book, maybe.  Or maybe I'll just sit here playing more solitaire even though it doesn't help.  Either way, I'm not capable of writing right now.  My apologies.