I really do need to change this habit of not writing until rather late in the day, and then at a point when I'm not much able to concentrate nor properly phrase whatever intelligent ideas had in fact entered my thoughts. With that in mind, it'd be really nice if someone reminded me at least occasionally to write before 10 pm, but I won't mind if nobody does, and perhaps it really is better that I just write whenever I do, be it before or after that turning point in my day.
One of the reasons I didn't write earlier today is probably that it's been a rough, messy day. With the exception of the last three or four hours, I couldn't really call any part of it particularly pleasant. Some parts just downright sucked. I hate it when that happens. But whatever. It was my own stupidity that made them suck so much, so now I get to deal with the consequences.
In any case, life just seems strange lately. I've been writing a lot more about myself and my sentiments, but I feel like I've been getting a lot less out of it. I should change that. Although I'm not sure how, so I'll be working on that. There have just been too many ups and downs lately for me to enjoy this much. It seems so random and irrational and at this point, I'm honestly just tired of it.
Anyway, I think I was going to say something insightful, or at least attempt to. But at this point I've completely forgotten what it was. So I guess that'll be it for tonight then. Hopefully something decent will materialize relatively soon? I don't know.
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