Ice Cream

So now it's later than I'd like it to be.  Again.  And I have no amusing anecdotes about the behavior of my fish to share right now.  With the possible exception of the fact that I felt guilty about not feeding him ramen earlier today...but that's not much of a story.  So now I have to find some words to fill up this empty space, because I'll feel bad if I don't.

I'm sitting here right now, trying to come up with the words.  I've got plenty to say, but most of it shouldn't be said, or at the very least doesn't need to be.  So I'm eating ice cream.  Why the hell am I eating ice cream in the first place?  Second of all, it's black cherry ice cream.  I don't like cherries or anything flavored like them.  So why am I eating this?

I'm not sure.  It's taking my mind off of things.  Most of them are things I actually rather enjoy thinking about, really, but that's beside the point.  My body is in overdrive right now, and it needs to calm down.  The ice cream is helping with that.  If nothing more, it gives me a slight sense of bitter normalcy that is very much needed by me right now.  So I guess maybe I do have a reason for eating it.  That still doesn't mean I should be...