Offense

Disclaimer: while those who know me will readily attest to the fact that I swear quite often in real life, I have largely avoided swearing in this blog. That said, I haven't found too much of a need to use foul language as a form of expression here. But I have finally found a topic on which I am now particularly inclined to write, and which I have absolutely no idea how to express without a couple of well-placed swears. My apologies to those who take offense.


He pisses me off. And I know that I shouldn't take offense to it, and I know he probably didn't mean to cause any harm by it, but I am legitimately very upset about it. He tries hard to be a good person and do things well, and then he looks down on everyone around him. The one person I haven't seen him bad-mouth is her, and that's because as he himself said, he thinks she's "the best thing since sliced bread."

But really, this is absolutely ridiculous. He said so much shit to me about you, and apparently he said enough shit to you about me. And just for the record, I do have good days. He just hasn't bothered to get to know me enough to see them, and that's his problem. You know, I don't take much offense to the fact that he may dislike me, or even the fact that he says these things behind my back. The thing that really pisses me off is that he does it to everyone, and around all of the same people he says absolute shit about, he pretends to be kind and polite and respectful.

That's being more of an asshole than most people I've disliked are. If you're not happy with me, with the way I am, with what I'm doing with my life, or what relationships I am or am not getting into, then tell me that. Don't spew shit at me about whoever it is I may or may not be thinking about, and don't go and throw shit about what you dislike about me at them. If you think I suck at life, then tell me that, don't go talking about it to everyone else in the world and then pretend to respect me when you're in my company.

I don't think that's even the half of all of the ranting that I want to do about this guy, but I have a feeling the rest would get redundant rather quickly. This also isn't what I was hoping to post this morning, but I'm a bit more angry than I expected, so the post I started writing last night will have to wait a couple of hours at least. Anyway, my apologies for the rant, and probably also for getting so worked up about this, but I just wanted to get that out of my system. I'm done now, thanks.